Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Hi. So far, nobody left me any comments. But, I didn't really think many people would take me seriously. I just want some friends. So if nobody likes what I'm writing, then why not send me some advise. I've tried to be someone that can make some friends. But, I'm not having any luck at my school. I'm trying to be the best that I can be, but I can't do it alone. I need some help. I don't really know how to express my self, but I'm going to try. All I need is one comment to get started. I know I sound pathetic and I probably am, but I just want to shine and be happy. I'm going through a rough time right now and I would like to have some friends that I can talk to on this blog. I know I need more courage and I am willin g to work hard for it, I just want someone to be with me along the way. I want shine and be noticed. I have so much hope for this blog that I think I'm the most pathetic loser in the whole world, but need this hope so I know I can shine and be myself. I don't want to hide anymore. I want to be heard and acknolaged. I want to be someone that somebody could look up to. I want to change the way I live and just be my self. I want to share my thoughts and secrets with someone that is willing to listen.

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  1. Ill be your friend!I like your blog its like a whole new environment for me! Anyways I hope your get your wish and get so many friends you'll wish they were all gone!

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  2. I remember when I was like you, I would wear big bulky sweaters and i had glasses and didn't care about my hair and would throw it in a pony tail. I was also in advanced classes and people don't like it when your smarter than them, so i had made myself pretty unapproachable... So i discovered how people become popular and liked. Confidence and not caring what people think is one of the most appealing things about a person. Sadness makes people feel awkward and sorry for you, so always find something happy, no matter what. Just keep smiling, walk tall and people WILL notice you. Compliment people on something and say it sincerely and with gusto and say why and it'll definitely put a smile on there face and make them notice you. Don't be afraid of how people will reach when you speak up. SOme good friends that generally don't care about how you look and are friends for a life time are the band geeks, intellectuals and goth/emo kids. It may be intimidating talking to some of these people but they are generally accepting, so thats a place to start. Don't try and hang out with the preps because more often than not they will check you(I learned this the hard way). You'll notice that after you have a few friends to back you up and you become a happier person then everyone will want to be your friend and love being around you. Make yourself a fun person to be around and make others feel good being around you then the possibilities are endless. I guess thats my advice for you in life....not so much just for your blog.... I hope it helps!

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    1. Hello Elda, I just came back to my old blog and oh my gosh how life has changed and moved. Everything is different now and things have changed, not by much but still, and I came back to this blog to remember who I was all those years back and it is a bit embarrassing but I feel so happy at the same time. I wanted to thank you though. Your words had helped back then and they still do now. I re-read your comment and by god I feel like crying. Haha. I suppose I'm still over emotional it seems and a bit dramatic but I do mean all that I say. So thank you.

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